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	2004.05.12  17.17 BOWLING FUNDRAISER For Savanna a 3 year old Leukemia patient WHEN: Saturday July 17,2004 WHERE: Total Sports 40501 Production Dr. Harrison twp. MI 48045 (586) 463-6100 COST: $20 per person (includes- 3 games of bowling pizza and pop!) TIME: 9:00pm CONTACT ME: either leave me a comment on here or u can e-mail me onenonlykrystle@netscape.net or if u know my yahoo and aim names. let me know if you are interested i have 60 tickets to sell thanks!

	2004.02.15  22.51 fam fam today i went to my aunts bday party i actually had a pretty good time around my family but i still have a cousin or to who just bug the shit outta be and i cant stand how fake some people are just grrr bugs me so much. n e ways thats pretty much all i did today and i got to sleep in!

	2004.02.14  03.17 Let Me Be britneyquiz brought to you by Quizilla u damn right dont tell me what to do i HATE it

	2004.02.12  13.52 new layout guys i figured id bring some warmth here... i wish i was in florida right now im always there this time of year just we didnt have money to go this year so bummer! but thats that and i love palm trees there my favorite!

	2004.02.12  12.53 Your Candy Heart Is "WHAT EVA" Valentine's Day makes you a little sick And not just from eating too much candy You're opposed to the commercial celebration of couple-dom It's not all about love - and love is not all about overpriced flowers! What Candy Conversation Heart Are You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

	2004.02.09  00.43 oh so someone be my dream interpretation person right tell me what it means when u dont really know someone but uve seen them a long time ago like months then u dream about them and the next day u see them... weird i think so wtf is it supposed to mean and NO not i miss chris cuz just ew no... but then i seen the person liek 3 more times after th dream when i hadnt seen them in liek 4 months shit is so weird man... explain thanks!

	2004.02.08  02.56 ..... last night me n kristina went to clutch i was having an awesome time then moe called me and asked us to come over cuz there was some fine guys there we went to dance and were like fuck it and went to moes... so we get there right at like 11:30-12 and wow i walked in and seen no hotties one was cute the others were like wtf i was disappointed that i left clutch n all for these well things lol. so check this out i was maybe a little buzzed at clutch not very much and i still had a awesome time plus danced wit this hot guy but he was way to tall but whatever... kristina was fucked up and she drank again tonight i drank nothing and last night i didnt drink all that much so i figured im really not an alcoholic for all those people who think i am i know im not cuz its not a craving i can sit there and say no i dont wanna drink i was gunna shoot for my 19th b-day but kristina i got other things weighing on that huh u know the bet LOL. i used to think in high school ppl that drank everyweekend i was like u know wtf now i see why i was like that it aint that big a deal... hell yeah i feel good and im not a shy ass as much but u still gotta be urself n all that fun shit... oh so im ending about me being an alcoholic... once thing i been lookin online for a job somewhere liek all these hospital websites n shit u know and i seen a opening for a receptionist job today where my bro works at 21 n romeoplank and i sent them my resume and was all excited n shit cuz i think it will be better then where i am and its higher pay... perfect for school too its part time. n e ways my bro knows the manager or whatever so hes gunna give him my resume by hand n put in a good word for me so im hoping to get a job real soon. and im so pissed i found out now going thru 3 managers in liek 2 months that they just transfered patty and man patty is like my favorite we got along so well and shit now shes going to romeo and we got a bran new manager that starts on monday and i been thru enough shit with my dm being a dick n shit fucking us all around like that sooo when i get a new job i might transfer to romeo to work weekends jsut becaus ei like patty that much and shes the manager there so that will be kool... n e ways im not gunna get my hopes up on the job shit cuz i been looking for a while now and its killing me sooo u know how that goes... i work at 10:30 so im gunna head to bed for the night oh one last thing me n kristina went to this kids house tonight and wow i wish one of his boys were there bc yall coulda got the groove thang on and i woulda not been so bored for 4ever 12 hours talkin about this kids dog that he lost but whatever next time im staying home n sleeping cuz i was tired as FUCK! paaaaaace yall!

	2004.02.06  11.51 im excited to go to clutch tonight we didnt go last weekend and it seems like its been forever since we went ... maybe well go and it will be all new ppl doubtful but imma hope for that lol no kc. mase. derrick. anyone lol thanks and savannas in the hospital this weekend so thats where ill prob be the rest of the day today once she gets there and tomarrow b4 work!

	2004.02.02  00.50 [x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x] What's your name? ::: Krystle Birthplace ::: grosse point Age ::: getting old im 18 Age you act ::: pretty much my age i have my days tho Current location ::: my house Eye color ::: green but my eyes are 2 different colors of green Hair color ::: blondie Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::: righty Zodiac sign? ::: leo Height? ::: 5'5 go shorty [x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x] Your heritage/nationality ::: german, irish, dutch, indian, french, scotish & english some other crap too and since my jenna said hillbilly on hers i gotta add that to me also! Your hair ::: its getting long Your fears ::: i fucking hate spiders, and weird sounds in the night, and being home alone when its really quiet n dark Your perfect room ::: who knows it would be sweet tho id have to design it What you practically do in a day ::: woke up threw up went to work threw up 3 times came home ate some dinner played with savanna and now im here gettin ready to head to bed [x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x] Words you overuse ::: fuck... cant think of n e others Your first thought when you wake up ::: i quit school/work Your greatest accomplishment ::: graduating Something you want to do ::: go to europe finish college with a good job at hand [x] Part 4 -- This or that [x] Pepsi or Coke ::: diet coke yum McDonald's or Burger Kings ::: mc'ds Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::: eh i dunno Chocolate or vanilla ::: chocolate Adidas or Nike ::: nike Black or white ::: black Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::: $100 bills that i never have Burgers or hot dogs ::: burgers Egypt or France ::: france Rock or rap ::: both more rap since clubbin [x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x] Smoke ::: no Cuss ::: yesum Sing well ::: honestly i suck Sing in the shower ::: yup if the radio is on Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::: no i dont really talk to my self ever Believe in yourself ::: eh nah Like taking these longass surveys? ::: sure Play an instrument ::: used to Want to go to college? ::: im in college Want to get married? ::: yup Want to have children? ::: yes Think you're a health freak? ::: not at all Get along with your parents ::: eh mom more then i do my dad Get along with your siblings? ::: most of the time Think you're popular ::: popular in college lol are we being serious here? n e ways ... [x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x] Gone out of state ::: no Drank alchohal ::: sat night Smoke ::: no Get high ::: no Done any drugs ::: no Eaten an entire box of oreos ::: no Been on stage ::: no Gone skinny dipping ::: no Been dumped ::: no wait does being fucked over apply? Dyed your hair ::: no Stolen anything ::: no [x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x] ps i have no friends! Craziest ::: kristina Loudest ::: kristina Most shy ::: me Blondest ::: hmmm not sure Smartest ::: not me? Kindest ::: kristina Best personality ::: me lol Most talented ::: no one Best singer ::: amanda Most ghetto ::: jamila no joke Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::: no one really Pain in the ass ::: depends on when The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::: im not that cruel Funniest ::: all of us funny Best person for advice ::: myself i should listen to waht i tell other ppl and stick wit my own rules Dependable ::: kristina Trustworthy ::: kristina Druggie ::: (?) hmmm Most likely to end up in jail ::: no clue Person you've known the longest ::: well kristina ppl that are no longer my friends a diff story [x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x] Last dream ::: about the homeless guy Last nightmare ::: dont know Car ride ::: 2 get pizza for dinner Last time you cried ::: dont remember Last movie seen ::: part of clockstoppers Last movie rented ::: some ghetto one wit kristina Last book read ::: i dont know how to read Last word said ::: ok Last curse word said ::: fuck Last time you laugh ::: today... everyday Last phone call ::: no one called my bitch ass today Last CD played ::: luda Last song you listened to ::: this ones for the girls Last annoyance ::: ew all day today thinkin bout last night Last IM ::: some niggah Last weird encounter ::: not sure Last person you hugged ::: my niece Last person you yelled at ::: mom prob Last time you wore a skirt ::: like this summer sometime Last time you've been evil ::: im an angel Sarcastic? ::: every waking moment Last time you fought with your parents ::: when dont i? Last time you wished upon a star ::: been a while prob sometime last summer or the summer b4 up north lookin at the stars Played Truth or Dare ::: forever ago until last night lol Spent quality time alone ::: when i sleep [x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x] Are you talking to someone on AIM ::: yahoo ppl not aim Do you feel lonely ::: nah Ever TP'd someone's house ::: no How about egging someone's house ::: tried LOL Do you not like dislike not like me? ::: yeah? Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::: yesum i do admit Yo Momma ::: riiight Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::: nope What do you think of George Bush? ::: shoulda done some things differently Any secret fetishes? ::: not that i can think of Do you like to wear chains? eh no How many languages do you speak? ::: english i know some spanish

	2004.01.29  22.01 what decade does your personality live in? quiz brought to you by lady interference, ltd

	2004.01.21  22.32 First Best Friend: jenny First car: 94 jeep grand cherokee First Date: dont know First Real Kiss: lol we dont wanna talk about it First break-up: umm yuck First Job: watchin kiddies First Screen Name: nicksgirl08 on yahoo nicks1bestfan on aim First Funeral: i think it was my uncle jack when i was like 10 First Pet: shannon my puppy First tattoo/piercing: ears when i was 4 First credit card: i have a debit card First true love: do they exist? First enemy: umm i think steven keys First big trip: bahamas/cruise when i was like 10 First musician you remember: i remember new kids lol and the dirty dancing tape Lasts. Last cigarette: today sometimes i had one and it wasnt good Last big car ride: florida last year Last kiss: sat night/sun morn Last good cry: i dunno not all that long ago with all the shit goin on Last library book: i dont read Last movie seen: bringing down the house Last beverage: orange juice Last food consumed: mosticholli Last crush: real crush kc prob kc/derrick Last phone call: my bro Last time showered: last night at 11:30 Last shoes worn: my brown ones Last CD played: eminem Last item bought: a pop at school Last annoyance: ppl on yahoo Last disappointment: guys in general Last soda drink: diet pepsi Last time wanted to die: been a few days lol Last time scolded: every day Last Shirt worn: i have one on now its blue Last website visited: livejournal.com

	2004.01.21  01.35 You have wings of STEEL. No one's really sure why, but at this point in your life you've shut off emotion to the point of extreme apathy. You are cold and indifferent much of the time...or perhaps you're just a good pretender. Next to impossible to get close to, even those who do never see the real you. It's entirely possible that YOU don't even know the real you. You have a certain fascination or attraction to destruction on a massive scale - disasters, perhaps even death or the concept of the Apocalypse. Because you hold so much inside, one day you're simply going to snap. Then the mask will fall away, and your true wings will be revealed. Until then you will deal with whatever comes your way in icy bitter silence and acceptance. On the positive side, you are fearless and immeasurably strong - not much can crack through your defenses. You intrigue people, who can't help but wonder why you're the way you are. A loner and one who spends much of their time brooding and contemplating life and death - you are a time bomb waiting to explode and create some destruction of your own. *~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~* brought to you by Quizilla

	2004.01.01  20.12 oh HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE! lol what a night live up 04

	2003.12.28  19.55 1.What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before? kissed someone that wasnt white, went to the em concert, got in a car accident 2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? no 3. Did anyone close to you give birth? yup a girl i work with 4. Did anyone close to you die? my uncle dave died and my best friends mom 5. What countries did you visit? none this year 6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003? 2 much shit to list 7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? i dont know the specific date tho but when i found out my niece had leukemia 8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? there was like 3 weekends i didnt drink? lol i dont know 9. What was your biggest failure? ive failed at being a friend to everyone 10. Did you suffer illness or injury? in feb i had kidney stones and i had muscle spasms in like sept 11. What was the best thing you bought? no idea 12. Whose behavior merited celebration? nobody 13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? 14. Where did most of your money go? prob to gas and clubbin shirts 15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? my niece coming home from the hospital 16. What song will always remind you of 2003? my dads gone crazy 17. Compared to this time last year, are you: i. happier or sadder? sadder ii. thinner or fatter? fatter iii. richer or poorer? poorer 18. What do you wish you'd done more of? kept my comments to myself 19. What do you wish you'd done less of? falling for stupid shit 20. How will you be spending Christmas? at my house with my moms fam 22. Did you fall in love in 2003? no and thank u god 23. How many one-night stands? 0 24. What was your favorite TV program? dont watch tv all that much 25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? yup 26. What was the best book you read? dont read 27. What was your greatest musical discovery? this year? not sure 28. What did you want and get? nothing 30. What was your favorite film of this year? dont have one 31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? 18 i was up north with my fam it was a lame b-day 32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? a guy thats not a player 33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003? whatever i threw on 34. What kept you sane? knowing how short lived life is 35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? no one 36. What political issue stirred you the most? im not political 37. Who did you miss? stephanie 38. Who was the best new person you met? kc was kool until that was over LOL 39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003: when u think the person is right for your wrong 40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: "im sorry i cant be perfect"

	2003.12.22  21.20 malpractice LOL so where do i begin its been a while since i updated umm not really n e thing new. clubbin n drinkin u know that fun shit fri was fun as hell showing up kc and mase LOL at devon oh wait donavin <not sure how to spell it) and fricken crazy ass derrick one more thing who woulda thought there is a flippin drive thru coney island i guess they know haha! i didnt get home till 4am fri morn and then had to work at 10 but i wasnt supposed to work so i was like fuck it and went in at 11:30. that derrick kid is crazy as hell i dont know what the hell hes on but whatever new guy this fri then new years drinking if i find somewhere to go anyone got any ideas?? im hopin amanda has a party we can go to or she has ppl over i dont work new years eve or new years day thank u god and i gotta find a new job like a biatch. radio shack was funny as hell today fricken black guys are funny as hell my bro has a big ass head i just want a damn bag LOL funny guy, kristina u mean all standing like this *folds arms* haha. so n e ways im glad im done with kc even tho he was tryin to talk to me fri night and me and kristina totally blew him off. sooo i dont really know what else i gotta get kristinas gift tomarrow besides that im done today i went to the mall petsmart meijer and best buy and media play damn crazy ass people. im kinda pissed i lost my good license thank god i have 2 more haha but they are the graduated license ones im not gunna go pay for a new vertical one thats not fun. blah i think thats it i kinda drifted away from this and i dont feel like typing n e thing else!

	2003.12.15  14.46 well this weekend wasnt all that bad besides fri night but n a ways. me and kristina went to amandas after i worked sat night we had fun with them and jamilia is funny as hell. we all going clubbin fri me kristina amanda jamila and colby it should be fun as hell and jamila has her sisters id shell be 25 and be able to get us drinks! so i didnt get home till like 3 after telling the girl i ordered a fucking number something at taco bell... oops my bad i was a little drunk well real buzzed. so sun i had to work at 1 i woke up early cuz savanna was over n stuff she had pretty much no hair left so her other grandma shaved it and my bro shaved his head too b/c her she dont look all that bad actually. umm i gotta finish x-mas shopping sat me and kristina hitting up oakland mall i dont work for once go figure. i had one of my finals today it was actually not that bad at all i think i did really good on it. wed is my next one then school off for a month thank god. and i work tomarrow fri and sun i believe next week i work like 30 hrs or so i hope they kill me with hours i need money like woah. im gunna try to get into mt celemens hospital as a transporter or a person who like brings the food to the room n shit so im hoping i can get into there. besides that thats about all thats going on with me right now peace brothas

	2003.12.10  19.26 FIRSTS First job: well real job at fashion bug and damnit im still there but i used to babysit First screen name: nicksgirl08 on yahoo PAGER! First self purchased tape: not sure first cd was macarena tho First funeral: i htink my uncle jack First piercing/tattoo: when i was 4 my first holes First credit card: Debit Card First true love: vacancy First enemy: the kids in the neighbor hood that were older then me down in SCS First big trip: we went to cali when i was 3 but prob the cruise First concert: new kids hell yeah First musician you remember hearing in your house: i really dont remember LASTS Last big car ride: big car ride last night to mother fucking bfe aka romulus n back Last kiss: tuesday Last library book checked out: dont know i dont read so long time ago Last movie seen: part of frailty i like that movie Last beverage drank: mt dew Last food consumed: beef stew Last phone call: from some guy looking for maria he called 3 times today Last CD played: d-12 Last annoyance: last night i was bored as hell ugly not as cute as kc kid lol Last soda drank: cherry coke Last ice cream eaten: been a while Last time scolded: dunno Last shirt worn: white shirt Last website visited: netscape.net I AM: ME, krystle I WANT: someone to care for me!! hint hint a bf!! lol no i want everything to go back to how it was when we were in highschool I HAVE: a lot of shit going on I WISH: in the end that things work out the way they should and hope it be for the better I HATE: when people are full of shit it comes out they ears I FEAR: spiders, car accidents, not having someone to turn to, getting played hardcore <LOL I HEAR: im crunching on ice I SEARCH: happiness in all areas in my life and someone to fill that empty hole I WONDER: why things happen the way they do I REGRET: not doing what i am capable of doing and not ding stuff with people when i had the chance I LOVE: in waht context as in love with someone nobody... I ACHE: but people never know it I ALWAYS: have problems of my own that somehome get covered up I AM NOT: here to make peoples life a living hell but to help everyone out I DANCE: when im drunk so at the club or a party maybe lol I SING: while im driving I CRY: not enough I AM NOT ALWAYS: aware of what im getting myself into I WRITE: poems when the tim is right I WIN: seems to be never I LOSE: a lot I CONFUSE: people for fun I NEED: i want money and someone but i need well ummm a lot of shit I SHOULD: do something productive YES or NO: x. YOU KEEP A DIARY: thats what this is i suppose x. YOU LIKE TO COOK: if i knew how yup x. YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: most likely DO YOU...? HAVE A CRUSH: well kinda hard to explain i shouldnt but its kinda hard umm i dont know how bout that WANT TO GET MARRIED: yes before im 25 GET MOTION SICKNESS: not usually sometimes on the boat THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: umm NO GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: not really u know that perfect song by simple plan thats the song of my life LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: sometimes CURRENT HAIR COLOR: blonde EYE COLOR: green BIRTHPLACE: grosse pointe FAVORITES: NUMBER: 8, 42 COLOR: green DAY: friday MONTH: not sure SONG(S): holidae inn lol bomb ass pussy i hate that part SEASON: fall DRINK: vodka and rock n rye, oh umm code red PREFERENCES: CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: make out CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: chocolate milk even tho i dont like milk MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: dark and white theres a tie VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: chocolate IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU... CRIED? nope itsd been a while HELPED SOMEONE? helped my niece BOUGHT SOMETHING? yup GOTTEN SICK? i think i have a sinus infection well the end of one and nice cramps ;) GONE TO THE MOVIES? nope GONE OUT FOR DINNER? nopperz SAID 'i love you'?: yup to savanna WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no TALKED TO AN EX?: no thank god MISSED AN EX? : nah WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: yes HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: no MISSED SOMEONE? blah yes HUGGED SOMEONE? yup FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? i think i made it 24 hrs w/o FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? nah Would you ever: 1. Eat a bug?: how much money and what kind? 2. Bungee jump?: yup 4. Kill someone? : no 5. Kiss someone of the same sex? eh 6. Have sex with someone of the same sex? no 7. Parachute from a plane? it would be sweet 8. Walk on hot coals? nah 9. Go out with someone for their looks? i mean u cant be stupid as hell and hot and ill wanna go out with ya nah but just to like make out sure 11. Be a vegetarian? no i love chicken 12. Wear plaid with stripes? no 13. IM a stranger? who hasnt 14. Sing Karaoke? when im drunk 15. Get drunk off your Ass? last fri no no sat my bad 16. Shoplift? i have but not n e more 17. Run a red light? try not to makes me nervous 18. Star in a porn video? no thanks 19. Dye your hair blue? sure why not 20. Be on Survivor? no 21. Wear makeup in public?: i do 22. Not wear makeup in public? when i dont give a fuck yup 23. Cheat on a test? if i had the opportunity sure 24. Make someone cry? i know of only one person 25. Date someone more than 10 years older than you? umm 28+ no thanks 26. Stay up all night? did last night 6am-6am well almost and then slept like 2 hrs well well what a long quizey thing last night was pretty gay i stayed the night at kristinas well not really the night but whatever she had me way out in romulus to see this guy and this guys friend was supposed to be cute and that wasnt even funny he was sooo not cute and he was 25. kinda ruined my night i coulda been home in my warm bed with the hearter blanket on b/c we had no heat but whatever she wanted to go so thats how i work i went with her. we were there 4 hrs and i was bored as hell n whatnot and i found out how full of shit some people are i mean i never doubted it but whatever u know kinda pisses me off but on the other hand i kinda wanna play this game i mean its not like im looking for a relationship n e ways so whatever u know im kool with just kissing and whatnot. but n e ways tomarrow clutch once again adn this week has been long as hell sat were going to lutch with amanda and her friend were gunna have a kick ass time. and of course i work all weekend and gotta study cuz i have an final mon then i have my other on wed. well i dont have all that much to say just sometimes i wonder how i always get the shit end of the stick stuff is fine then u hear the truth and it all gets turned around. guys suck just as always before maybe even more but just blah thats all i have for now i guess Mood: aggravated Music: jacki-o "real good"

	2003.12.09  16.20 good news! well well my bro and my nieces mom went to the hospital to talk to the doc today while i watched savanna. they came home and well shes deffenitly in remission she has been since the 7th day of treatment she has almost 100% chance of recovery and her dosage for chemo is going down but she still has to go every week for chemo. im so happy i hope things stay turned around here. my dad has to go to the hospital fri for a heart procedure and my bro still ahs something wrong with them hes gotta go to the doc the next 2 days but anyways im off to work here in a few. peace

	2003.12.09  00.35 so today i got up at 7 to go get a flu shot with my mom we waited in the one are for like a hr n a half. we moved on sat for like 10 minutes the nurse called us stab in goes the needle wasnt bad at all. i went to the credit union for my mom and then headed back hom it was around 12ish. i went home slept for about a hr and kristina woke me up fucking txt messages lol n e ways~ we went to great lakes crossing around 4:30 and was there till like 7:30-8 and then kc called me and wanted to hang out so like we went to my house i got dressed n wahtever and then we went to kristinas. kc called and he slike my boy wants to go to joe dumars let me remind u they live in pontiac and wanted us to go there drive here and take em back home then wed have to go back home. i was gunna then i called him and i was like fuck that man i aint gunna do that and waste my gas and put a ton of miles on my car when my car doesnt even love me n e more. so anyways we go to his house n e ways and we were driving around a while we got by the palace im liek the palace is like 15 minutes from my house what is that shit it was funny i was ripping on him n shit kristina got the best one in about the small pita LOL forever @ that one. then we go back towards his house ok we go to this park and were sitting in teh fucking parking lot im like oh this is kool wtf so we sat ther elike a hr maybe and he kept telling me to get out and he all thinks me him and kristina and mase gunna get a hotel room this weekend but i dont know cuz we gunna be drinking and if im drunk i cant really trust myself lol! no but i dunno about all that shit i gotta work sat at 11 and pontiac is liek 30 mins away for one thing so who knows and i need ideas for new years of course im getting drunk and fri night i better be getting a free drink dear kc lol. just some funn shit happened tonight anyways lookin forward to this weekend but not working all weekend fri 4-9:30 sat 11-4 sun 10:30-close school is done soon tho :) wed my last day no waking up for school for a month perty exciting peace~

	2003.12.08  11.54 last night me and kristina went to go see kc oh and we made him go to meijer to hook us up with alchy so we should be good for a few weeks nah i mean a week or so now lol p.s. kristina sorry bout not waking up n going to psych and i got ur socy review its only on chapters 12-15 so it shouldnt be all that bad! we have no class on wed its "study day" blah i gotta wake up early tomarro wme and my mom are gunna go get flu shots im not all that worried bout it but whatever

	2003.12.07  17.18 well... i think i can make u all get a kick outta my story! last night i went to amandas from work got drunk we were gunan go home but i called and told my mom i was staying at kristinas cuz she was upset. i think i did the usual 20 half shots with vodka and rockin rye right so blah we did that... later someone gave me a smirnoff something it was really good and i did 2 more shots and then i tried to do a shot with paul but he wouldnt do it so i did 2 more myself. i sat one down infront of paul then he did one with me. jamila did one with me also oh then me n paul finished off the bacardi o i got 2 shots outta that. i was feeling fine u know drunk and all i wasnt sick right i had to work at 10:30 mind u and i maybe got to sleep by 4:30-5 and paul kept bugging me about wanting a blanket or wanting this or is the radio to loud blah blah i was like damnit i jsut wanna sleep lol. so i left there house at 8:30 went to drop kristina off who was passed out from drinking got ready n shit left at 10:15 to go to work. b4 i left i ate some soup i was fricken starving right but my sinuses were killing me like there all draining in my stomach and what not so i get to work and i feel like shit. i keep feeling like i gotta puke almost did 2 or 3 times then tina came in and she told me to go home after my mom just brought me meds in... so im like no ill stay so they like made me go home right. im at not eve 21 mile rd im puking out my window like once then there it comes again and again and well again i puked all over the side of my car inside my car on myself it was so fucking nasty i pulled over int eh bank parking lot well after the fact cuz b4 i had no where to pull in... the worst ever and i could tell it was from my sinuses it was red from my pop and it had well ummm snot in it and that was my day i cam home and slept and now im here after cleaning my car!

	2003.12.04  17.42 so my mom called me today right and asked if i could babysit savanna my niece tomarrow afternoon but i like to get my check b4 work so i have money u know so im liek shit i gotta get my check blah blah... i thought i had to work today so i go up to work and ther elike i didnt know u were working and they looked at the schedule and i dont work today thank u somebody! oh oh and we got checks early so everything worked out for me! drinking/clubbin tomarrow im still excited even tho i go EVERY weekend but whatever. kristina mark better be hookin us up too btw or i can go sat lol no butter shots yuck!

	2003.12.03  21.46 ..... so today woke up n took a shower got dressed eat chinese yum! went to the funeral home to keep kristina company... tomarrow is the funeral :( worst part i believe. so i went to work after i left the funeral home today 5-9:30 it went by pretty fast but one of our registers were down so it sucked ass. this week is going by pretty fast which is good and bad im excited to see kc fri which he better be there or imma be pissed. but n e ways umm deciding on weather i should call or not lol and i need alcohol for this weekend... thats it remembered our oven works now im gunna make brownies!!!

	2003.12.02  23.51 work wed 5-9:30 thurs 5-9:30 fri 5-9:30 sat 1-9:30 sun 10:30-6:30 30 hrs oh and kristina i think we should go fri if ur feeling up to it b/c it would be better and only if we have more alchy and sat too or something u need to have fun n not just sit around n think about shit... it makes it harder when ur drunk thats a few hrs u dont need to worry bout n e thing! well thats it and u know im here for u cuz ur my bestest friend!

	2003.12.02  22.08 on a lighter note if a kiss was a raindrop, I'd send you showers. If hugs were a second, I'd send you hours. If smiles were water, I'd send you the sea. If friendship was a person, I'd send you ME. thought it was cute